07-07-2017, 06:11 AM
moving further to giving, giving good sex that is, and giving what several want to. good sex that is. fuck resistance.
several touchy feely situations today, especially with A, who was hand on shoulder, eye contact prolonged, remarking how I became more muscular and did touch my arms to feel, I touched back ofcourse, yet no autopilot. some really harsh upheaval is taking place, A is kicking mky ass in a good way, my reality is bouncing right now, feeling somewhat disconnected and amazed about my environment. Im hot as heck, sad, tired, want to cry now and break down. I see the light but.... its there.
17 y/o clingy girls wamnts to fuck me baaaaad. now manifest it. hell yeah.
Im overl sad, so much escalation from the other gender, sexually and engaging, yet my inner was petrified and terrified. lol.
A is bringing me on the edge of knocking me out. on another note, my aura seems to affects rooms, this blond at the check out looked down, submissive, sexually smily when walking up to her. its like war in a way, war in myself being driven by it. fuck IOI's, approach anyways and own it up.
Im almost on a path of destruction, rampage and war in all of this, violent overcoming of resistance perhaps. now, when this has passed I will succesfully have a harem of women, yet IDGAF. I didnt feel nothing by this old lady wanting me to convert and responding to my tattoo which has certain adversial meaning which ties in with rule 4 on this forum.
D, another milf was engaging, sucking it up. I really dont care at all and am sad simultaneously, holy shit, those 3 loops hybrid are kicking me out of so many things, not to say, my communication is shut down and lead me to inner working purely, almost like a sort of inward travel at the moment without any care in the world.
shedding tears. I want it. my speech is totally fractured aswell, like, sentences cant be formed.
Lots of anger and breaking away/outgrowing circles. like, their lives eem so futile, like video games and shit,c aving in, having no succes, fuck that. Im no part of that shit. its the same thing over and over "oh playing video games" while being sterile in meeting women, or disinterested while "or they are single and having years of dry spell, including toxic bs around it, while another is being monogameous with some sort of feminist cunt. hell to the naw. Its time waste to say the slightest. degenerate life, not driven by succes or anything. I dont resonate anymore with that empty life at all.
I now want and am on the road of havign several dates set up, its inevitable. DMSi ewill work out whatever it is to make it a reality and manifest it. the end.
several touchy feely situations today, especially with A, who was hand on shoulder, eye contact prolonged, remarking how I became more muscular and did touch my arms to feel, I touched back ofcourse, yet no autopilot. some really harsh upheaval is taking place, A is kicking mky ass in a good way, my reality is bouncing right now, feeling somewhat disconnected and amazed about my environment. Im hot as heck, sad, tired, want to cry now and break down. I see the light but.... its there.
17 y/o clingy girls wamnts to fuck me baaaaad. now manifest it. hell yeah.
Im overl sad, so much escalation from the other gender, sexually and engaging, yet my inner was petrified and terrified. lol.
A is bringing me on the edge of knocking me out. on another note, my aura seems to affects rooms, this blond at the check out looked down, submissive, sexually smily when walking up to her. its like war in a way, war in myself being driven by it. fuck IOI's, approach anyways and own it up.
Im almost on a path of destruction, rampage and war in all of this, violent overcoming of resistance perhaps. now, when this has passed I will succesfully have a harem of women, yet IDGAF. I didnt feel nothing by this old lady wanting me to convert and responding to my tattoo which has certain adversial meaning which ties in with rule 4 on this forum.
D, another milf was engaging, sucking it up. I really dont care at all and am sad simultaneously, holy shit, those 3 loops hybrid are kicking me out of so many things, not to say, my communication is shut down and lead me to inner working purely, almost like a sort of inward travel at the moment without any care in the world.
shedding tears. I want it. my speech is totally fractured aswell, like, sentences cant be formed.
Lots of anger and breaking away/outgrowing circles. like, their lives eem so futile, like video games and shit,c aving in, having no succes, fuck that. Im no part of that shit. its the same thing over and over "oh playing video games" while being sterile in meeting women, or disinterested while "or they are single and having years of dry spell, including toxic bs around it, while another is being monogameous with some sort of feminist cunt. hell to the naw. Its time waste to say the slightest. degenerate life, not driven by succes or anything. I dont resonate anymore with that empty life at all.
I now want and am on the road of havign several dates set up, its inevitable. DMSi ewill work out whatever it is to make it a reality and manifest it. the end.
The trials you encounter will introduce you to your strengths. - epictetus
