I was reluctnant to dialogue today. But I did it, I realized today I feel like it has to be a long drawn out thing but today it was short and my Inner Child just wanted me to sit with the sad feelings and comfort him.
I've been feeling kind of 'weak' kind of like love feels weak and I don't like that feeling, I guess a vulnerable type feeling. But i've also been feeling some calmness.
It also reminds me of E2 like i've been put in that 'healing mode' more again and alot of the time i've felt like playing games and such. Which is strange because Inner Bonding is meant to help those old coping mechanisms drop away.
Though today at the end of the dialoguing where I haven't felt like doing much for days I feel like just going out somewhere. I've got to goto the post office to pick up protein powder, but I also just feel like going out in the world which I haven't much most of the week.
I've been feeling kind of 'weak' kind of like love feels weak and I don't like that feeling, I guess a vulnerable type feeling. But i've also been feeling some calmness.
It also reminds me of E2 like i've been put in that 'healing mode' more again and alot of the time i've felt like playing games and such. Which is strange because Inner Bonding is meant to help those old coping mechanisms drop away.
Though today at the end of the dialoguing where I haven't felt like doing much for days I feel like just going out somewhere. I've got to goto the post office to pick up protein powder, but I also just feel like going out in the world which I haven't much most of the week.
