Been validating dowsing results with sway testing. Both revealed the same answers, and I repeatedly confirmed results.
2 loops of A is the consistent answer. Like Ben, when the words "safe," and "gentle," are used, A comes away the winner every time.
Each time I switch, the difference in versions becomes more clear. The past few days, I'd just be sitting there and suddenly get an overwhelming burst of emotion that would choke me up. Completely "out-of-the-blue," with no seeming external trigger. That occurred at least thrice.
I also experienced some external triggers. The strangest experience I've had in recent memory came yesterday. My sister and brother-in-law are in town for the 4th of July, and are staying with my parents. I've been CRAVING my family and familiar comfort since all the bullshit I've been through with my wife and kids over the past few weeks. We had great weather, and went swimming (my folks have a pool in their backyard). My brother-in-law's parents showed up to hang out as well. I really, really like his parents - WAY more than my own in-laws - and I've always felt completely comfortable around them. Yesterday, they looked at me like I was an alien. I could see my brother-in-law eyeing me uneasily, though he was arguably the least affected. No one included me in conversation for most of the day, and I began to feel like I didn't belong anymore. I actually felt like I didn't belong anywhere - which then came with a mental reminder that it probably had something to do with not being the popular kid as a child, always feeling like I had to work at being liked by all the other kids. Then I thought about how I've always been attracted to other people who aren't popular, are the underdog, "weird," or not well-liked for friends.
*Ding* Hellloooo healing/clearing.
Digging deeper.
2 loops of A is the consistent answer. Like Ben, when the words "safe," and "gentle," are used, A comes away the winner every time.
Each time I switch, the difference in versions becomes more clear. The past few days, I'd just be sitting there and suddenly get an overwhelming burst of emotion that would choke me up. Completely "out-of-the-blue," with no seeming external trigger. That occurred at least thrice.
I also experienced some external triggers. The strangest experience I've had in recent memory came yesterday. My sister and brother-in-law are in town for the 4th of July, and are staying with my parents. I've been CRAVING my family and familiar comfort since all the bullshit I've been through with my wife and kids over the past few weeks. We had great weather, and went swimming (my folks have a pool in their backyard). My brother-in-law's parents showed up to hang out as well. I really, really like his parents - WAY more than my own in-laws - and I've always felt completely comfortable around them. Yesterday, they looked at me like I was an alien. I could see my brother-in-law eyeing me uneasily, though he was arguably the least affected. No one included me in conversation for most of the day, and I began to feel like I didn't belong anymore. I actually felt like I didn't belong anywhere - which then came with a mental reminder that it probably had something to do with not being the popular kid as a child, always feeling like I had to work at being liked by all the other kids. Then I thought about how I've always been attracted to other people who aren't popular, are the underdog, "weird," or not well-liked for friends.
*Ding* Hellloooo healing/clearing.
Digging deeper.
