I JUST PAID FOR SEX & I DON"T REGRET IT.
For those of you who read that long debate we had on another members journal about whether or not he should hire an escort to get laid or not. It was a long discussion and I was on the side that was AGAINST doing so.
However today I just said fuck it, maybe they are right and it would benefit me. My other friend who banged like 15 escorts in a year said that it helped him allot with his sexual confidence and confidence with women.
So I figure I give it a try, ESPECIALLY considering my greatest fear and insecurity regarding women is me not lasting long. Because the last three time I had sex I lasted less then 5 minutes. It was a big fear of mine and I believe subconsciously made me fear escalation.
So I went and did it, I chose a milf because it's a fantasy of mine and also because they are mature enough to make their own decisions and not be manipulated into escorting. She was clean and not a drug user. Age 52 even though she said age 42 in the post. She seemed WAY younger like 35. She was probably a 10/10 when in her 20's.
Anyways, I did it and to my suprise I lasted the full 30 minutes and in fact I was unable to cum until I forced myself. It took me the fulll 30 minutes and only when I decided I need to cum now or else I won't be able to come at all (time running up) I came.
She also came in a few minutes of sex and kept telling me how I was lying about cumming fast and that I know how to hold it in and not cum. She said average guys lasted 8 minutes and she hates young guys like me cuz they go forever.
Honestly the whole thing was major boost in my sexual confidence, I now feel like I can please a women properly and last long as I desire. I also used all the breathing techniques I practiced and learned about to last longer. I no longer have the extreme sensitivity I had before where I came almost instantly.
I'm telling you all this because I was on the side AGAINST escorting, but now I changed my mind. depending on the situation, circumstance, women your banging and the position you are in your life, it may or may not be okay for you hire an escort.
I did it for sexual performance practice, and I'm REALLY happy I went through with it. I no longer am scared that when the time comes with a women I like that I'l cum fast and embarrasse myself.
It also took away allot of stress and I think not having sex for so long made me more needy. I THINK i'm not sure.
It's safe to say I no longer have to worry about premature ejaculation.
For those of you who read that long debate we had on another members journal about whether or not he should hire an escort to get laid or not. It was a long discussion and I was on the side that was AGAINST doing so.
However today I just said fuck it, maybe they are right and it would benefit me. My other friend who banged like 15 escorts in a year said that it helped him allot with his sexual confidence and confidence with women.
So I figure I give it a try, ESPECIALLY considering my greatest fear and insecurity regarding women is me not lasting long. Because the last three time I had sex I lasted less then 5 minutes. It was a big fear of mine and I believe subconsciously made me fear escalation.
So I went and did it, I chose a milf because it's a fantasy of mine and also because they are mature enough to make their own decisions and not be manipulated into escorting. She was clean and not a drug user. Age 52 even though she said age 42 in the post. She seemed WAY younger like 35. She was probably a 10/10 when in her 20's.
Anyways, I did it and to my suprise I lasted the full 30 minutes and in fact I was unable to cum until I forced myself. It took me the fulll 30 minutes and only when I decided I need to cum now or else I won't be able to come at all (time running up) I came.
She also came in a few minutes of sex and kept telling me how I was lying about cumming fast and that I know how to hold it in and not cum. She said average guys lasted 8 minutes and she hates young guys like me cuz they go forever.
Honestly the whole thing was major boost in my sexual confidence, I now feel like I can please a women properly and last long as I desire. I also used all the breathing techniques I practiced and learned about to last longer. I no longer have the extreme sensitivity I had before where I came almost instantly.
I'm telling you all this because I was on the side AGAINST escorting, but now I changed my mind. depending on the situation, circumstance, women your banging and the position you are in your life, it may or may not be okay for you hire an escort.
I did it for sexual performance practice, and I'm REALLY happy I went through with it. I no longer am scared that when the time comes with a women I like that I'l cum fast and embarrasse myself.
It also took away allot of stress and I think not having sex for so long made me more needy. I THINK i'm not sure.
It's safe to say I no longer have to worry about premature ejaculation.
