(06-30-2017, 05:07 AM)Benjamin Wrote: Yep.. like 10 days in and I feel like shit on B most of the time.
Atleast I got past the fatigue, feeling cloudy headed and low energy that I had for most of the first week. Now it's just feeling uncomfortable, weird and awkward in general and feeling like i'm just this creepy dude, along with insecurities about that.
I too want cuddles from Version A.. but i'm trying to trust the sway testing I did that consistently gives me the answer that B is going to be more effective for me to achieve the goals of the program, I even asked again a few nights ago. Same answer, same volume, same amount of loops.
I'm sorry to hear you want teh cuddles!
I must admit, I was surprised how I didn't get anything negative from Version B during my 7 day experiment. It felt like nothing at all, literally.
Probably boils down to resistance in the form of blinding me to results that ARE happening on both versions. I didn't get any dreams on B, so maybe B got blocked somehow. Although I assume if that was the case, I'd at least get depression, anger, exhaustion, headaches, other clear signs of resistance. So, that was surprising how it felt normal, I even slept better than on A. Maybe I'm not resisting the B script at all, but A's healing and clearing stuff is what's causing it all, lol. Wouldn't surprise me with how ass backwards I am and have done everything everywhere else in my life, hahaha.
I was actually a bit nervous trying it after all the horror stories, lol. For now, since I think I've had signs of internal stuff at a minimum on A, it may make sense for me to continue A as I have been. I've only done 7 days of B, all the rest of the time, Version A Master Race, haha.
I hope things get better for you, mate!
We're all gonna make it, brah!!!
