06-27-2017, 07:51 PM
Today I had this anger. So much so I could barely function at work. I am not getting laid lately and I'm getting really frustrated. Went to the gym and got to burn some energy. Headed to the grocery store afterwards and in the atrium is a a petite blonde who's leaning on a buggy texting with her legs spread apart. She took off before I could get to her. I decided to follow behind her and we're both heading towards the meat section. I couldn't care less if she thought that I was stalking her. I was in hunting mode. She stoped by the organic meat section and I kept on going to the end of the section to grab some steaks and headed towards the vegetable section. Got some mushrooms and turn around and see her beside me giving me a butt display. I did not think much of it at that moment and headed towards the refrigerators to get sone eggs. As I get the eggs she walks by me again and walks towards the frozen products. That's when I realize that there is something going on. I follow behind her, she's probably 10 feet in front of me. She stops her buggy bends over and starts to fiddle with her shoes, pointing her ass towards me. We played this cat and mouse game for 5 more minutes until I got tired and went my own way. I paid my purchase and as I'm heading towards the car I realised that I had missed an opportunity. If I wasn't so socially inept, I could have at least try to talk to her to gauge her level of interest. I'm getting all these IOI's and I'm doing shit. I need to be more proactive and I will be. I don't care if I look stupid in the process, I need to get out of my shell. That's the only way I will learn. I feel better now that I've gotten this out of my system.
INTJ
