06-27-2017, 02:21 PM
(06-27-2017, 06:24 AM)kalmah0804 Wrote: I'm going through literally the exact same shit as you, feeling this overwhelming need to get my life together but also feeling too crappy/withdrawn/hopeless to accomplish much of anything, and when I do gain the motivation to write or work, I bog myself down obsessing over everything being absolutely perfect (even when it doesn't need to be) that I psych myself out and don't end up getting much of anything done regardless to the point where I question my dreams/goals and how much they're actually worth to me to begin with.
I think AM6's programming might either be really good for artist-types or really bad, but I'm not sure. It seems that AM6 refocuses the user on attaining a more actionable, trustworthy, reliable source of income/career than being an artist type, which is fine, but it's also possible that it's just evening out your ego so that your goals/dreams are more realistic and healthy but also still feel more attainable and within reach.
Eager to see how the last 9 or 10 days of the refresher evens these thoughts and feelings out for you.
Glad it's not just me. Yeah I think financial stability is important and Am6 definitely feels like it pushes for that. Which isn't necessarily a bad thing. What is bad is when you still have fears surrounding what you really want and start deluding yourself into believing that more reliable career is good enough when it's not. Right now it feels like I'm purging a lot of old programming from my parents and other people who pretty much filled my head with what's "realistic" in life. Letting go of these limitations is what I'm practicing now.
