03-07-2019, 10:44 AM
So to start I believe I need to give some background information. It's been over 6 months since last using DMSI. I felt I need a stronger base foundation to get the results I wanted out of DSMI. Long story short I did another full run of Alpha Male 5.0.
Here are some of the noteworthy changes:
-Today marks 19 days of sobriety (my all time best is 30 days)
-12 days of consistency going to the gym
-17 days of consistency working each day(I only work a couple hours a day due to vehicle availability) I used to take days off due to either having a hangover or choosing to drink instead.
-I'm eating healthy in fact a lot of junk food just makes me feel sick as soon as I eat it.
-I've cleaned my room significantly.
-I noticed recently that nearly ever single person I interact with has a huge smile on there face. More so with its with an attractive female.
-I feel near to no stress in my day to day life.
-Road rage has gone down almost to zero(I used to be the guy who loved giving the finger whenever possible) I used to have my hand ready with the horn. Just in case hoping someone would fuck up because it gave me enjoyment.
-Porn watch has been cut dramaticly( there used to be times I'd watch for hours) now maybe less than 30mins. It's been mostly replaced with erotic audios and my imagination.
I believe I'm ready to get back into DSMI and grow even more.
Last night was day 2 and I notice a new thought cross my mind. As I was searching up some porn, "Why am I doing this?" popped into my head. So I just closed the tab and went to look for an audio instead. I plan on focusing on this more, my sexual energy has been though the roof. It well be extremely beneficial to harness this energy.
Here are some of the noteworthy changes:
-Today marks 19 days of sobriety (my all time best is 30 days)
-12 days of consistency going to the gym
-17 days of consistency working each day(I only work a couple hours a day due to vehicle availability) I used to take days off due to either having a hangover or choosing to drink instead.
-I'm eating healthy in fact a lot of junk food just makes me feel sick as soon as I eat it.
-I've cleaned my room significantly.
-I noticed recently that nearly ever single person I interact with has a huge smile on there face. More so with its with an attractive female.
-I feel near to no stress in my day to day life.
-Road rage has gone down almost to zero(I used to be the guy who loved giving the finger whenever possible) I used to have my hand ready with the horn. Just in case hoping someone would fuck up because it gave me enjoyment.
-Porn watch has been cut dramaticly( there used to be times I'd watch for hours) now maybe less than 30mins. It's been mostly replaced with erotic audios and my imagination.
I believe I'm ready to get back into DSMI and grow even more.
Last night was day 2 and I notice a new thought cross my mind. As I was searching up some porn, "Why am I doing this?" popped into my head. So I just closed the tab and went to look for an audio instead. I plan on focusing on this more, my sexual energy has been though the roof. It well be extremely beneficial to harness this energy.
"I will walk tall among men and they will know me not, for today I am a new man, with a new life." - OG Mandino