Ran 3 loops of B this morning. Im legit confused as the last day of A revealed things surrounding confidence as one thing being dealt with. Last A 4 loops were run only to have a gap in between. My focus increased strongly, business mindset increased till the point of being sure whats about to happen and positively looking forward to it.
IOI's are there.
B seems to cause a shitton of stuff causing to surface right now. Its like going through a tunnel/wormhole of lots of issues (?) Shifts and the such. Ran 3 loops of B and felt slightly dreamy, like light dose of MDMA, bathing in some sort of light while being out and about. Awesome and badass. Its also taxing me, making me tired and triggers panic attacks.
Last few days on A made me feel losing my mind. Dissociating, felt racing thoughts rushing x amount per hour and felt going insane and passing out aswell as some strong fears surrounding occult stuff, bordering panic and what not.
Healing is mere business. DMSI business. Its there. There's all there is to it. Way more important things to do. Currently feeling somewhat fragmented in my mind, scattered yet golden at the same time.
Just feeling love and abundance overal.
Still have the certain sense if DMSI breaks through itll change my game fully and radically/dramatically. The game improvement alone and the financial path im on thanks to DMSI is worth the bucks. Changes still happen, like tge mountain is being dealt with an dissolved. Snipers are strong and locked and am growing certain and into dmsi and autopilot. The blond from the gasstation was/is a manifestation and I have a sniper harem of women, sure about that. No limits to it. Mutual agreement on sex. My LDS's (?) Is/are gorgeous. Damn gratefull to run DMSI even if it was harsh at times. Break through. Its process neverthless.
Massive love is felt.
The universe doesnt give a shit.
Being at the position and heading to have to make choices who to keep and who to "reject" cuzz itll pile up yo. Management will be a thing including sheduling. Also having a solid group of women tho the adding will be undeniable.
The end. Now lets see what B is all about.
IOI's are there.
B seems to cause a shitton of stuff causing to surface right now. Its like going through a tunnel/wormhole of lots of issues (?) Shifts and the such. Ran 3 loops of B and felt slightly dreamy, like light dose of MDMA, bathing in some sort of light while being out and about. Awesome and badass. Its also taxing me, making me tired and triggers panic attacks.
Last few days on A made me feel losing my mind. Dissociating, felt racing thoughts rushing x amount per hour and felt going insane and passing out aswell as some strong fears surrounding occult stuff, bordering panic and what not.
Healing is mere business. DMSI business. Its there. There's all there is to it. Way more important things to do. Currently feeling somewhat fragmented in my mind, scattered yet golden at the same time.
Just feeling love and abundance overal.
Still have the certain sense if DMSI breaks through itll change my game fully and radically/dramatically. The game improvement alone and the financial path im on thanks to DMSI is worth the bucks. Changes still happen, like tge mountain is being dealt with an dissolved. Snipers are strong and locked and am growing certain and into dmsi and autopilot. The blond from the gasstation was/is a manifestation and I have a sniper harem of women, sure about that. No limits to it. Mutual agreement on sex. My LDS's (?) Is/are gorgeous. Damn gratefull to run DMSI even if it was harsh at times. Break through. Its process neverthless.
Massive love is felt.
The universe doesnt give a shit.
Being at the position and heading to have to make choices who to keep and who to "reject" cuzz itll pile up yo. Management will be a thing including sheduling. Also having a solid group of women tho the adding will be undeniable.
The end. Now lets see what B is all about.
The trials you encounter will introduce you to your strengths. - epictetus
