06-25-2017, 07:28 PM
Thinking about what Shannon said about my resistance I started more closely monitoring my reaction the sub. So far I'm seeing that fear still blocks me a lot. The other night I laid down and just focused on letting go and trusting the subliminal. But I was met with a lot of fear and what felt like outright rejection from my subconscious.
So AM6 hasn't been a complete loss, I've definitely grown from it. But I have to come to terms with the fact that I am still heavily resisting. Prior to this, the resistance was invisible to me because I kept insisting I wasn't resisting when I was. Or to put it more specifically my mind created this false impression that I was being more receptive to the subliminals than I actually was. This kind of kept me at a certain level and prevented the subliminal from penetrating deeper into my subconscious. Not much I can do now but just let go and try to stop interfering. At least now I can see where I'm resisting instead of being blind to it.
So AM6 hasn't been a complete loss, I've definitely grown from it. But I have to come to terms with the fact that I am still heavily resisting. Prior to this, the resistance was invisible to me because I kept insisting I wasn't resisting when I was. Or to put it more specifically my mind created this false impression that I was being more receptive to the subliminals than I actually was. This kind of kept me at a certain level and prevented the subliminal from penetrating deeper into my subconscious. Not much I can do now but just let go and try to stop interfering. At least now I can see where I'm resisting instead of being blind to it.
