06-25-2017, 07:17 PM
Geezuz, today was rough. I'm just now starting to feel a little better.
Here's a summary:
I haven't cleaned the pipes thrice in one day for a decade. Today was the day, lol.
I've felt energy flowing through my limbs whenever I'm laid out on the couch.
Had a mild identity crisis for about a half hour where I literally felt like I didn't know who I was, no path/no purpose, other than a father and husband. Don't know what that was about.
At lunch, I got irritated checking out a cute blonde, b/c she wasn't looking my way. I angrily visualized throwing her over table, ripping her clothes off, pulling her thong so hard it snapped...Completely violent! It was like a subconscious temper tantrum! I would never do that in reality, but the weird thing is afterward I felt better and she made sure to come up to me and shyly tell me to have a nice day as I headed toward the door. It's like I let go of something that cleared the way for attraction to occur.
Already researched the loops for tonight. 5 is the magic number.
May be seeing the good ole SIL tomorrow.
Here's a summary:
I haven't cleaned the pipes thrice in one day for a decade. Today was the day, lol.
I've felt energy flowing through my limbs whenever I'm laid out on the couch.
Had a mild identity crisis for about a half hour where I literally felt like I didn't know who I was, no path/no purpose, other than a father and husband. Don't know what that was about.
At lunch, I got irritated checking out a cute blonde, b/c she wasn't looking my way. I angrily visualized throwing her over table, ripping her clothes off, pulling her thong so hard it snapped...Completely violent! It was like a subconscious temper tantrum! I would never do that in reality, but the weird thing is afterward I felt better and she made sure to come up to me and shyly tell me to have a nice day as I headed toward the door. It's like I let go of something that cleared the way for attraction to occur.
Already researched the loops for tonight. 5 is the magic number.
May be seeing the good ole SIL tomorrow.