06-25-2017, 09:51 AM
I had an encounter with who I thought was my LDS. We talked on the phone on Sunday. We hadn't talked in a couple months. She told me a few things that made me believe she was seducing me:
A) she was now single
B) she's staying at her friends house, and her friend was going to be gone for a week
C) she invited me to stay the night on Friday
D) she said she will cook dinner for me
So, I took the opportunity and went over on Friday to stay the night. From what I had gathered, she really wanted some of that D.........msi. she's always given me IOI's for as long as I've known her ( a bit over a year).
Unfortunately, nothing ended up happening. I went over there, we had intense ass conversations, as is usual with us, on The Art, manifestation, etc. She even texted me a couple days prior saying she picked up a book on sex magick, and wanted to talk to me about it, and learn more about it.
So I'm hella confused. There's either a LOT of affected side resistance, or I played it up in my head to be something it isn't. To try to make something happen, I attempted to initiate kino, multiple times, each time being met with rejection.
I'm genuinely confused. All I can make out from the night is that she's probably not my LDS, and that affected side resistance is INSANELY high. OR she meets some hidden factor that triggers the anti sniper to fire really hard.
A) she was now single
B) she's staying at her friends house, and her friend was going to be gone for a week
C) she invited me to stay the night on Friday
D) she said she will cook dinner for me
So, I took the opportunity and went over on Friday to stay the night. From what I had gathered, she really wanted some of that D.........msi. she's always given me IOI's for as long as I've known her ( a bit over a year).
Unfortunately, nothing ended up happening. I went over there, we had intense ass conversations, as is usual with us, on The Art, manifestation, etc. She even texted me a couple days prior saying she picked up a book on sex magick, and wanted to talk to me about it, and learn more about it.
So I'm hella confused. There's either a LOT of affected side resistance, or I played it up in my head to be something it isn't. To try to make something happen, I attempted to initiate kino, multiple times, each time being met with rejection.
I'm genuinely confused. All I can make out from the night is that she's probably not my LDS, and that affected side resistance is INSANELY high. OR she meets some hidden factor that triggers the anti sniper to fire really hard.
