Haven't felt this shitty for "no reason," (though we all know the reason) for a long time.
Pit o' Despair.
I got the Paintbrush of Negativity out, and lots of paint. Everything's gettin' a thick coat.
I don't know if those two days of 9 loops are just catching up to me, or what. Last night was back to 2 loops.
All of this was tipped off by reading an article about playing sex games to spice up your sex life. A lot of them sounded like an awesome time. Just knowing my wife would never be up for doing any of it really upset me. I feel like I'm missing out, and I'm going to be living the life of a monk and a missionary until I'm the old guy no one finds attractive anymore. Man, I'm just drowning at the bottom of a pity pool right now.
This, too, shall pass. Some part of me is about to give up, change, and open up a better world - whatever that may be.
Pit o' Despair.
I got the Paintbrush of Negativity out, and lots of paint. Everything's gettin' a thick coat.
I don't know if those two days of 9 loops are just catching up to me, or what. Last night was back to 2 loops.
All of this was tipped off by reading an article about playing sex games to spice up your sex life. A lot of them sounded like an awesome time. Just knowing my wife would never be up for doing any of it really upset me. I feel like I'm missing out, and I'm going to be living the life of a monk and a missionary until I'm the old guy no one finds attractive anymore. Man, I'm just drowning at the bottom of a pity pool right now.
This, too, shall pass. Some part of me is about to give up, change, and open up a better world - whatever that may be.
