06-24-2017, 07:03 PM
Okay, upcoming date calendar:
Tuesday 6.24 -- CuteThickness ButMaybeTooMuchYaMean: I think this is guaranteed, she was VERY motivated. Haven't heard from her, but she was going out of town on vacation for the weekend. She's a teacher and school just got out, so she was going on her yearly vaca. Women hate needy men and it'll be more much attractive / alpha if i just wait until Monday to text her and confirm the date.
Wednesday 6.25 -- SupaGhettoThot (for those who don't know, "THOT" means "that ho over there"): This chick is ghetto as f*ck, but could be easy f*ckin'. She's motivated, very eager to meet.
Saturday 7.1 -- BigTittiedButBIGB*tch: This sexy ass thick chick with GIANT breasts and very motivated.
I've got a number of women on Tinder / POF that I'm working on, but incredible resistance today left me in a total "f*ck all women" state of mind. Interestingly enough, I discovered that I'm selectively executing most of DMSI EXCEPT the actual freaking aura! For those who remember, I've practiced mental alchemy for quite some time now and I used to rely on it a lot to see what DMSI was doing. For the past few versions, I've left it alone because I didn't want to interfere. Well, I've recently started practicing again in preparation for launching my new online business endeavors.
While running v3.1b this week, I would "seemingly out of nowhere" start experiencing rage-based resistance. And I mean INFURIATING rage. I haven't felt this kind of rage since v2.3. So, I started marking in my journal every time I began to feel the anger. Turns out, it's about 20 minutes after eating or drinking something sugary. For the past few days, I've completely eliminated carbs from my diet. No rage. Ate a huge brownie today? Felt the aura go bananas and then had rage and a headache for entire duration of the aura projecting. Once the aura calmed down, the rage began to subside.
This leads me to believe that I have cleared out most of the garbage preventing me from full execution, but not enough to actually project the aura like I'm supposed to. Clearly, I'm projecting SOMETHING, as indicated by the massive heat, but probably not the aura as scripted. This COULD be why I'm getting such mixed results with women -- incredible attraction, only for them to ghost or flake (online) or in person, ghost me -- which was happening like crazy at the gym today. Three beautiful Latina women were checking me out, but when I'd try to approach, they'd shut down. Either sexual overload causing a shutdown response, or incongruency. When I'd walk away, I'd catch them eyeballing me -- and even smiling sheepishly at me when I caught them. But try to talk? Super shut down.
I've also confirmed that his city sucks. I recently changed my OkCupid to Washington D.C. (about 3 hours away from me) and I started receiving MUCH better hits. Sexier, more quality women sending me messages and the such. It dawned on me though that my random decision to do that may have been me providing a path of manifestation for my long distance snipee... as I used to kick in Washington D.C. for quite some time...
Tuesday 6.24 -- CuteThickness ButMaybeTooMuchYaMean: I think this is guaranteed, she was VERY motivated. Haven't heard from her, but she was going out of town on vacation for the weekend. She's a teacher and school just got out, so she was going on her yearly vaca. Women hate needy men and it'll be more much attractive / alpha if i just wait until Monday to text her and confirm the date.
Wednesday 6.25 -- SupaGhettoThot (for those who don't know, "THOT" means "that ho over there"): This chick is ghetto as f*ck, but could be easy f*ckin'. She's motivated, very eager to meet.
Saturday 7.1 -- BigTittiedButBIGB*tch: This sexy ass thick chick with GIANT breasts and very motivated.
I've got a number of women on Tinder / POF that I'm working on, but incredible resistance today left me in a total "f*ck all women" state of mind. Interestingly enough, I discovered that I'm selectively executing most of DMSI EXCEPT the actual freaking aura! For those who remember, I've practiced mental alchemy for quite some time now and I used to rely on it a lot to see what DMSI was doing. For the past few versions, I've left it alone because I didn't want to interfere. Well, I've recently started practicing again in preparation for launching my new online business endeavors.
While running v3.1b this week, I would "seemingly out of nowhere" start experiencing rage-based resistance. And I mean INFURIATING rage. I haven't felt this kind of rage since v2.3. So, I started marking in my journal every time I began to feel the anger. Turns out, it's about 20 minutes after eating or drinking something sugary. For the past few days, I've completely eliminated carbs from my diet. No rage. Ate a huge brownie today? Felt the aura go bananas and then had rage and a headache for entire duration of the aura projecting. Once the aura calmed down, the rage began to subside.
This leads me to believe that I have cleared out most of the garbage preventing me from full execution, but not enough to actually project the aura like I'm supposed to. Clearly, I'm projecting SOMETHING, as indicated by the massive heat, but probably not the aura as scripted. This COULD be why I'm getting such mixed results with women -- incredible attraction, only for them to ghost or flake (online) or in person, ghost me -- which was happening like crazy at the gym today. Three beautiful Latina women were checking me out, but when I'd try to approach, they'd shut down. Either sexual overload causing a shutdown response, or incongruency. When I'd walk away, I'd catch them eyeballing me -- and even smiling sheepishly at me when I caught them. But try to talk? Super shut down.
I've also confirmed that his city sucks. I recently changed my OkCupid to Washington D.C. (about 3 hours away from me) and I started receiving MUCH better hits. Sexier, more quality women sending me messages and the such. It dawned on me though that my random decision to do that may have been me providing a path of manifestation for my long distance snipee... as I used to kick in Washington D.C. for quite some time...
