I look forward to 3.2 aswell. I can't really say i'm aware of what B is really doing in my case at the moment.
Last nights dream was more full on, due to the response I had to it.
I don't really know what was going on, but there was some really fat chick that for some reason I was trying to pick up haha.. I went into a room of the house we were in and grabbed her hand and we were walking into another room that was dark.. and I suddenly got attacked by some black mist thing that was all around me then it went through a door into another room. I chased it to attack it and run into a wall then it closed in around me and I woke up terrified and sat there for a bit trying to relax and breathe, there was a fair bit of fear but I had the presence of mind to tell myself "It's okay, it's just something clearing, it will pass".
I woke up scared and worried about being 'caught' dating more than 1 girl but that being honest about it scares the shit out of me because in my mind it will just destroy and get rid of what I already have or what I could possibly have because of the possible reaction to it.
Today I also have a heavy burning feeling around my eyes, the feeling you get when you've had too much coffee or a lack of sleep. It can also be a sign of energy buildup because I remember feeling it in the past from doing Spring Forest Qigong and Tai Chi. I've felt this a few times since switching to B.
I'm annoyed at the moment, because the girl I was seeing a few months ago messaged me saying she missed me a few weeks ago and even sent me a photo of her ass, then earlier in the week organized to come down and see me today. Now it's past the time the train would have come in and i've heard nothing at all.. WTF. Interestingly the last time she started going weird was around the time I switched to Version B.
I'll wait a bit longer and send her a message "So what is it this time?" and I assume i'll get some excuse like "Oh you didn't message me" even though she used to always message me. Then fucking block her so she can fuck off and not send me any more messages and waste my time.
Last nights dream was more full on, due to the response I had to it.
I don't really know what was going on, but there was some really fat chick that for some reason I was trying to pick up haha.. I went into a room of the house we were in and grabbed her hand and we were walking into another room that was dark.. and I suddenly got attacked by some black mist thing that was all around me then it went through a door into another room. I chased it to attack it and run into a wall then it closed in around me and I woke up terrified and sat there for a bit trying to relax and breathe, there was a fair bit of fear but I had the presence of mind to tell myself "It's okay, it's just something clearing, it will pass".
I woke up scared and worried about being 'caught' dating more than 1 girl but that being honest about it scares the shit out of me because in my mind it will just destroy and get rid of what I already have or what I could possibly have because of the possible reaction to it.
Today I also have a heavy burning feeling around my eyes, the feeling you get when you've had too much coffee or a lack of sleep. It can also be a sign of energy buildup because I remember feeling it in the past from doing Spring Forest Qigong and Tai Chi. I've felt this a few times since switching to B.
I'm annoyed at the moment, because the girl I was seeing a few months ago messaged me saying she missed me a few weeks ago and even sent me a photo of her ass, then earlier in the week organized to come down and see me today. Now it's past the time the train would have come in and i've heard nothing at all.. WTF. Interestingly the last time she started going weird was around the time I switched to Version B.
I'll wait a bit longer and send her a message "So what is it this time?" and I assume i'll get some excuse like "Oh you didn't message me" even though she used to always message me. Then fucking block her so she can fuck off and not send me any more messages and waste my time.
