06-22-2017, 07:28 AM
Hey Ben, hope you figure all this stuff out. I know how it can feel like a wild goose chase at times trying to fix it all.
If I can make a suggestion, maybe you're already doing it, make a journal offline. These online journals are great for seeing growth and all, but I think a lot of the more intimate issues like abandonment need some privacy. I say this from experience, sometimes you just can't write what's really on your mind on this forum. Sometimes you just need that self healing validation with knowing that your thoughts and emotions won't be judged and the only way to guarantee that is to journal away from the public eye.
If I can make a suggestion, maybe you're already doing it, make a journal offline. These online journals are great for seeing growth and all, but I think a lot of the more intimate issues like abandonment need some privacy. I say this from experience, sometimes you just can't write what's really on your mind on this forum. Sometimes you just need that self healing validation with knowing that your thoughts and emotions won't be judged and the only way to guarantee that is to journal away from the public eye.