My subconscious's latest resistance tactic:
Make RTB feel immense shame for trying to be maximally sexually irresistible. How dare RTB think about such things while his wife is just getting out of the hospital, because she almost died and left him with two young kids. How dare he do that while his mother-in-law comes and stays at their house, to help his wife get through a stressful time (while making RTB more stressed than he already was). RTB, can you see the looks your mother-in-law gives you when she sees how other women react to you? Your wife doesn't let on that her sister finds you MSI, but mommy noticed, and disapproves. Can't you see that? You should move on to something else, pronto, because this just isn't right anymore.
Fuck you, subconscious.
I don't know, maybe it's right.
Make RTB feel immense shame for trying to be maximally sexually irresistible. How dare RTB think about such things while his wife is just getting out of the hospital, because she almost died and left him with two young kids. How dare he do that while his mother-in-law comes and stays at their house, to help his wife get through a stressful time (while making RTB more stressed than he already was). RTB, can you see the looks your mother-in-law gives you when she sees how other women react to you? Your wife doesn't let on that her sister finds you MSI, but mommy noticed, and disapproves. Can't you see that? You should move on to something else, pronto, because this just isn't right anymore.
Fuck you, subconscious.
I don't know, maybe it's right.
