The saga continues: AM 6

[mat422]

I really like the wisdom enhancement in AM6, feels like I'm learning new things from a different perspective. Fear really blinds you from other possibilities in life. Something I wanted to talk about is the concept of being introverted. You can get lost in your own head just as much as people do venturing out into the world and losing themselves to external pressures of reality. I used to think I would be so far ahead because I was constantly thinking, planning, and analyzing. What I didn't realize is my quest for knowledge, insight, or enlightenment, whatever the hell I was chasing after was no different than the overly materialist guy who goes out and works hard to buy stuff to be happy. Basically, it's wanting to bypass your life and just reach the end where you are content. I chased this dream for a while, thinking that once I figured out everything my life would click into place. But life is all about balance. Put your focus too much outwardly and you get lost. Put your focus too much inwardly and you get lost as well. The trap with inward focus is it feels productive, insightful, or somehow elevated in consciousness, but it's just a clever way to feel better about not doing the things I feared the most.

All that being said I find a lot of that inward focus is what derailed my results with subliminals. Shannon always says to set it and forget it and I agree. The trouble is forgetting about it. I'd always find myself dragged back into some internal battle trying to figure out my problems or meditate them away vs letting it be and allowing the subliminal to work. All under the guise of "helping" or "healing" but really it was self sabotage and resisting the changes the subliminal was trying to make.