Mojam's E2 Journal

[Zane]

Date: 12.06.2017
Day: 11
Listened Hour: 03 hours
Yet not resolved the problem of Fear of Death. Asked to Shannon regarding the issue and what he told is as follows-

Okay. So then here is what is happening.

You started off doing a lot of loops, and it was too much. So you cut it down and it was still too much. Now you're down to where you really should have started, and the emotional shielding from 2 loops can't handle the fallout from doing too many loops. You are still processing the effects of doing too many loops, but the emotional shield is designed to match the loops you do, so you're effectively processing 8+ loops of grief residually, but getting 2 loops of shielding.

He also advised me to increasing my listening loop as follows-

Okay, so here's your options then.

When it gets bad, do more loops per day. That will give you more emotional shielding, and speed up the processing of the issues it is clearing.

So next time it gets bad, try 3 loops on that day and see what happens. If 3 is not enough, try 4, etc.

When you find the balance point between processing and shielding, stick with it.

The fear is quite mysterious. It comes when I am in my office and left me when I am in my residence...

Anyway let's see what's going to happening

Funny.. Cause I am listening to OF-5G and it comes to me usually when I am home. I think when I am inside I think too much and when outside I am busy so I act subconsciously which is without fear... Well I guess my conscious mind will take time to adapt to change.