06-09-2017, 03:47 AM
(06-08-2017, 01:36 PM)Dzemoo Wrote: THX guys i dont know if i am doing right i dont feel anything lately
Maybe i am being perceived as a nice guy now due to the healing, thats why they dont give me any attention
I looked at a girl today for 15 min not once she looked back normaly i would get heavy IOS from women,now its like i am the least attractive man on the world lol
If this is due to healing it proves that women dont want healed guys, i would say i care now much less about women than i used to but they dont care about me too lol
What We learn from it being healed and not caring about women doesnt get u pussy atleast it seems like this
It feels so unusal for me not to chase women, in the past i would spend all my free time chasing pussy i almost forget how it feels to be normal, its so easy to be passive regarding women if u dont chase them they cant reject u if u have no libido they have no power over u
I wonder what the autopilot is doing here
PS women are a waste of lifetime and energy right now i am not even sure if i want one, i dont need their love companionship or sex
I had over hundert women in my life and they didnt make me happy even a bit
I pity the guys who are in a relationship or marriage love is a lie men believe and women usw to get resources because they are too lazy to work for it
PS Volumen upped to 100 percent 7-8 loops us
I got this experience after AOS, AM and WM. Dramatic drop of libido and chasing/thinking of women. Jaded in life. At this point, it feels like a different lifetime.
Remember the roller coaster of emotions during the older AM runs? I think of the healing/clearing as a wheel, its a constant cycle; Sometimes you are on top of the world, sometimes rock bottom or half-way up or down. It's crazy.
