Clearing going on
Random respect hit here and there, changes my style and beard, random guys saying hi to me but still ignored by most
Reacting rude to girls sometimes
A girl approached me said 'hi baby how are u'
I said 'good and u sweety '
She laughed and said 'haha nice u play along didnt think such a dump approach would work,it was a test for me'
I said 'hope u didnt approach me only to test this'
She said 'nah it has nothing to do with u it was just for me'
I said ' well i dont care u arent that attractive'
She said ' ehm i think u misunderstood me i meant i would have approached u anyway i meant the way i approach was the test, but THX now i know how u think'
I said 'i am very Stresses lately how do i think'
She said ' u are easy to hurt and u care too much about looks'
I said ' u might be right'
And that was pretty it i dont know when i screwed a.flirt up that badly.last time
Libido is non existent ,ately no sexual interest what so ever even not anymore in porn or Masturbation i even dont think.about sex anymore like become asexua
Nearly all.women ignore me, i watched them even an ugly guy get checked out by them for a few sec but me dont even for a sec, its like i am a ghost and only i can See them
Right now only interested in looking good, my vacation and my carrriere Fells like i am running base or bamm nothing sexual at all
Dreams have become nonsexual too
Wonder whats this all about hope my subconscious knows whats good for me
Yesterday i posted something funny in a facebook group all.women that ignore me or a rude to me in real life liked it
I later deleted it because i thought to myseld ah now u like me i dont only need ur approaval i dont even want it anymore
A girl that said to me via whatsapp to not contact her anymore always days hi and greets me while giving heavy EC and IOS
I dont understand it she she doesnt want any contact but then mirin and eyefucking me in real life any explaination
PS i didnt contact her again after she said i should leave her alone i am no dog
The last few days a little voice in my head keeps repeating 'u are invincble noone can stop u, u can take more than anyone'
Also emotional numbness is strong
Random respect hit here and there, changes my style and beard, random guys saying hi to me but still ignored by most
Reacting rude to girls sometimes
A girl approached me said 'hi baby how are u'
I said 'good and u sweety '
She laughed and said 'haha nice u play along didnt think such a dump approach would work,it was a test for me'
I said 'hope u didnt approach me only to test this'
She said 'nah it has nothing to do with u it was just for me'
I said ' well i dont care u arent that attractive'
She said ' ehm i think u misunderstood me i meant i would have approached u anyway i meant the way i approach was the test, but THX now i know how u think'
I said 'i am very Stresses lately how do i think'
She said ' u are easy to hurt and u care too much about looks'
I said ' u might be right'
And that was pretty it i dont know when i screwed a.flirt up that badly.last time
Libido is non existent ,ately no sexual interest what so ever even not anymore in porn or Masturbation i even dont think.about sex anymore like become asexua
Nearly all.women ignore me, i watched them even an ugly guy get checked out by them for a few sec but me dont even for a sec, its like i am a ghost and only i can See them
Right now only interested in looking good, my vacation and my carrriere Fells like i am running base or bamm nothing sexual at all
Dreams have become nonsexual too
Wonder whats this all about hope my subconscious knows whats good for me
Yesterday i posted something funny in a facebook group all.women that ignore me or a rude to me in real life liked it
I later deleted it because i thought to myseld ah now u like me i dont only need ur approaval i dont even want it anymore
A girl that said to me via whatsapp to not contact her anymore always days hi and greets me while giving heavy EC and IOS
I dont understand it she she doesnt want any contact but then mirin and eyefucking me in real life any explaination
PS i didnt contact her again after she said i should leave her alone i am no dog
The last few days a little voice in my head keeps repeating 'u are invincble noone can stop u, u can take more than anyone'
Also emotional numbness is strong
