Day 16
Ran 3 hybrid + 3 US.flac yesterday. Now, today Im pretty much on edge. Im starting to have the discount stuff happening. Also, some days back, I got 1.80 euro discount with the girl leaving bewildred. Also, I have girls fighting over me. They do find the most ridiculous reasons to invest only to keep you around
Yesterday at work, one women who seems to act like shits is a given, because someone owns a car, that person can also get some stuff for her. GTFO and STFU. I told her no and allow no bs. Being solid in frame and sticking to it makes you invincible. No is no. Today Im mixed up between rage and sadness and lifted up glimpses. Just stay the fuck out of my way. Im at my ropes end and movibg towards burning bridges including this work environment. Its as if seeking out conflict driven by DMSI and being unmovable and unshakable which in turns set off snowballing momentum.
Repulsed by neediness aswell.
My whole being gets very demanding. People not doing stuff while I ask multiple times? Coupe that shit, taking over and push excessively. I cant let it happen. Ill MAKE it happen. Its a war inside of me. Fighting between hostile take over and feeling way to intense, powerfull and destructive. This will make enemies.
Oh, and yesterday 2 checkout girls fought over my attention. Not like overt, but rather the vibe was felt. Also find some talking and giggling.
F*cking DMSI.
Ran 3 hybrid + 3 US.flac yesterday. Now, today Im pretty much on edge. Im starting to have the discount stuff happening. Also, some days back, I got 1.80 euro discount with the girl leaving bewildred. Also, I have girls fighting over me. They do find the most ridiculous reasons to invest only to keep you around
Yesterday at work, one women who seems to act like shits is a given, because someone owns a car, that person can also get some stuff for her. GTFO and STFU. I told her no and allow no bs. Being solid in frame and sticking to it makes you invincible. No is no. Today Im mixed up between rage and sadness and lifted up glimpses. Just stay the fuck out of my way. Im at my ropes end and movibg towards burning bridges including this work environment. Its as if seeking out conflict driven by DMSI and being unmovable and unshakable which in turns set off snowballing momentum.
Repulsed by neediness aswell.
My whole being gets very demanding. People not doing stuff while I ask multiple times? Coupe that shit, taking over and push excessively. I cant let it happen. Ill MAKE it happen. Its a war inside of me. Fighting between hostile take over and feeling way to intense, powerfull and destructive. This will make enemies.
Oh, and yesterday 2 checkout girls fought over my attention. Not like overt, but rather the vibe was felt. Also find some talking and giggling.
F*cking DMSI.
The trials you encounter will introduce you to your strengths. - epictetus
