06-07-2017, 03:04 AM
VLC failed again last night. I had somewhere between 1 and 6 loops. I have set up foobar2000 for next time I need to run it from my phone.
I'm doing two loops of hybrid TS now to make up for it.
Not much to report from the last couple of days. Mood is stable. Confidence is OK. Neediness is low. Fapping is present, but infrequent.
There's one attractive MILF in the gym who was in the swimming pool area and just stopped to watch me practising human flags for a while, through the window. I've never really spoken to her, but she's just my type.
I have backed off from the Lifeguard/receptionist. I get the impression that I'm just a convenient friend for her to relieve boredom at work; if she wants that time with me back she can put some effort in. I'm not going to be her orbiter.
I've set things in motion to set up a nutrition coaching business online as well now - to transition me away from my current role and give me a little more time, freedom and money. Obviously it's going to be more work in the short term while I set it up. It feels good to be taking action, but I still feel a high level of procrastination and resistance that I felt while trying to do the same thing using BASE.
I'm doing two loops of hybrid TS now to make up for it.
Not much to report from the last couple of days. Mood is stable. Confidence is OK. Neediness is low. Fapping is present, but infrequent.
There's one attractive MILF in the gym who was in the swimming pool area and just stopped to watch me practising human flags for a while, through the window. I've never really spoken to her, but she's just my type.
I have backed off from the Lifeguard/receptionist. I get the impression that I'm just a convenient friend for her to relieve boredom at work; if she wants that time with me back she can put some effort in. I'm not going to be her orbiter.
I've set things in motion to set up a nutrition coaching business online as well now - to transition me away from my current role and give me a little more time, freedom and money. Obviously it's going to be more work in the short term while I set it up. It feels good to be taking action, but I still feel a high level of procrastination and resistance that I felt while trying to do the same thing using BASE.
Fear Is The Mind-killer
