The saga continues: AM 6

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When I read your first paragraph it sounds to me like you're sliding in and out of victim mentality. The back and forth would be disconcerting. The post overall points to a lot of growth brewing. This won't be easy buddy but you're going to be on a completely different life trajectory when AM6 is done with you.

Yeah I've always had a bit of a victim mentality, especially when I was younger. The world sucked to me and I wanted to kill myself instead of fighting for a better future. The hardest part of dealing with a victim mentality is when someone points it out to you the knee jerk reaction is to say you're not being a victim, which is pretty much just playing the victim.

I only pointed it out because I've been through it and I often found that seeing through the mist and understanding what the subliminal was doing to me would help me go along with the process.