Shannon's Journal

[Shannon]

Secretly, I built a prototype of SM 2.0 and have been using it. Stage 1 for 9 days now. I have noticed some interesting changes. My sex drive has increased significantly. I have started detaching slightly emotionally. I feel myself becoming more sexy, in how I think of myself, my basic energy, my attitude and my desires. I am now starting to "hunt" for a mate... looking at women more directly and boldly, when I find them attractive, and the most interesting phenomenon so far is this.

One of my friends, with whom I have always had to compete for women when we were in the same place at the same time, has never done anything but cockblock me. All of a sudden in the beginning he started really rubbing it in that he had a lover and I do not. Then, when I didn't respond the way he wanted me to (jealousy), he suddenly did a 180 and has not just started offering to find me lovers, but he's now located a redhead and is also talking about a blond he knows. Both of these are 19 or 20 years old, and both have nice bodies.

This exactly matches the manifestation instructions for what and whom should show up. I have not met them yet, but this should be very interesting to see what happens. I am amazed hat he's gone from literally seven years of cockblocking to finding women for me... almost overnight.