DMSI 3.1 and MLS exploration - Ascension to ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)hood

[eternity]

i did cry :/

i sobbed for a few seconds earlier. hit me like a ton of bricks.

i'm listening to 6 loops tonight, back on low volume. for the past week i'd been listening on high volume.

earlier today, i had a heart to heart with a friend. he's a sex addict, and we were talking about how he's been abstinent from sex for 4 months. I related to him a few girls at the party that i'd bang, then proceeded to say that i didn't think i could actually get with them.

he looked at me funny and said "what? did you just say you can't get any of those girls? bro you could pull any girl you wanted. I've seen you in action man, you can get ANY girl. you're saying that because of some fear. probably fear of rejection?"

me: yeah i think so

it was definitely reassuring to hear that a guy who has gotten an absurd amount of pussy in his life to tell me that. although he's coming from a place where sex is an addiction to him XD

now, HALP ME DIMSEEEEEEE.

actually i don't even want women right now. i'd like to steer clear for a while. i wanna be done clearing tho, for real