06-03-2017, 06:17 AM
Gonna write this out before I forget it because I think I'm making more progress.
It has come to my attention that I did resist AM6, not completely but I do believe I held myself back. One thing I've come to understand is that a lot of the time the emotional turbulence that's brought up during this sub isn't emotional pain like I had suspected. The depression, anxiety, anger, etc. a lot of it is just due to my subconscious not cooperating. I frequently tried to relax my body in hopes that my mind would follow and it would open me up to the sub. But I've quickly learned that was just another tactic to get me to disconnect from what the sub was trying to do. It's like being so passive and relaxed, it feels good, but the changes aren't being acted upon.
That being said, I constantly feel the influence of the sub when I play it. I don't know about other guys on here but I'm very in tune with my inner self. I can feel the influence of the subliminal and it's kind of like a compulsion feeling. It's foreign and unwelcoming, so naturally I used to always try to ignore it or disregard it. Set it and forget it never worked for me because I never could forget it. It was too obvious I was being influenced underneath the perception of my conscious awareness on a subconscious level. All that being said, I'm getting better at going along with the instructions and realizing how badly I've been shooting myself in the foot just waiting for the subliminal to work to overcome the resistance instead of just going along with what it was trying to do. And when I am in alignment subconsciously and consciously I find thoughts popping into my head, sometimes images and feelings. Kind of like mini daydreams, but on autopilot targeted towards the goals I want in life.
It has come to my attention that I did resist AM6, not completely but I do believe I held myself back. One thing I've come to understand is that a lot of the time the emotional turbulence that's brought up during this sub isn't emotional pain like I had suspected. The depression, anxiety, anger, etc. a lot of it is just due to my subconscious not cooperating. I frequently tried to relax my body in hopes that my mind would follow and it would open me up to the sub. But I've quickly learned that was just another tactic to get me to disconnect from what the sub was trying to do. It's like being so passive and relaxed, it feels good, but the changes aren't being acted upon.
That being said, I constantly feel the influence of the sub when I play it. I don't know about other guys on here but I'm very in tune with my inner self. I can feel the influence of the subliminal and it's kind of like a compulsion feeling. It's foreign and unwelcoming, so naturally I used to always try to ignore it or disregard it. Set it and forget it never worked for me because I never could forget it. It was too obvious I was being influenced underneath the perception of my conscious awareness on a subconscious level. All that being said, I'm getting better at going along with the instructions and realizing how badly I've been shooting myself in the foot just waiting for the subliminal to work to overcome the resistance instead of just going along with what it was trying to do. And when I am in alignment subconsciously and consciously I find thoughts popping into my head, sometimes images and feelings. Kind of like mini daydreams, but on autopilot targeted towards the goals I want in life.
