06-02-2017, 11:07 AM
i think the clearing from 3.2 is riding a TIDal wave backward in time and hitting me deeply. It's manifesting opportunities to grow and learn that are fuqqing intense and painful. i just hope that the shitty being brought up to the surface isn't going to come back again in the future. I want to be DONE with this behavior. if it's this intense, and hitting me like a ton of bricks, and i'm using a program that clears in real time + a program that's affecting me from the future, i'm REALLY hoping i move past it. for once and for all
