just finished day 10 3 loops hybrid trickling tream.mp3
body is on fire, especially my feet. cant recall much or anything of today, as I feel all is over the place. feeling massively restless and uneasy now aswell as sleepy.
also, 0 bs tolerance. immersion.
not feeling reporting externals at all. the magnitude if DMSi 3.1 is savage.
not feeling reporting or journalling much, just want to hide yet again not at all.
Edit: one loop ultrasonic running now and agression returns along with sadness a bit. Inner turmoil and getting sweaty aswell. Also start craving closeness yet this escalates in a feeling classy kinda way aswell as in a predatory aura thing/gravitational sureness. Good thing is im out tonight/this evening at an venue which mostly consist of blondes and hot girls so great oppurtunity to test this shit out.
Edit2: tindr is going haywire. I swipe right massively. Only hot girls almost which seems to be DMSI.doing its thing. Solar plexus going hard aswell. Fuck this resistance journalling
worth reporting is;
when im on, im ON. charismatic, eye contact, IDGAF energy buzzing. outspoken, loud, cant tolerate coffee at all or im getting agressive. fuck it, scrapping it all.
body is on fire, especially my feet. cant recall much or anything of today, as I feel all is over the place. feeling massively restless and uneasy now aswell as sleepy.
also, 0 bs tolerance. immersion.
not feeling reporting externals at all. the magnitude if DMSi 3.1 is savage.
not feeling reporting or journalling much, just want to hide yet again not at all.
Edit: one loop ultrasonic running now and agression returns along with sadness a bit. Inner turmoil and getting sweaty aswell. Also start craving closeness yet this escalates in a feeling classy kinda way aswell as in a predatory aura thing/gravitational sureness. Good thing is im out tonight/this evening at an venue which mostly consist of blondes and hot girls so great oppurtunity to test this shit out.
Edit2: tindr is going haywire. I swipe right massively. Only hot girls almost which seems to be DMSI.doing its thing. Solar plexus going hard aswell. Fuck this resistance journalling
worth reporting is;
when im on, im ON. charismatic, eye contact, IDGAF energy buzzing. outspoken, loud, cant tolerate coffee at all or im getting agressive. fuck it, scrapping it all.
The trials you encounter will introduce you to your strengths. - epictetus