As some of you may know, I've been on probation the last 2 years for selling grass & I have had a 10 pm curfew this entire time. It has affected my social life allot. I used to live an extremely extroverted / party lifestyle even though I'm an introvert deep down.
I can't go out and party at the clubs or raves like I used too. But I feel like once I have my freedom I will bang allot of women. I feel more masculine and manly then I ever have atm.
In one month I find out if i'm going to jaill for weekends only, or getting off completely with or without more probation/curfew.
But I'm really looking forward to my life after i get past all this baggage.
I never used to have the level of confidence / self esteem that I have now when I used to party back in the day and I haven't yet partied with my new larger physique that I've built the last few years.
Just wanted to let those journal readers who have been here for long time and following my progress too see where i'm at and what's holding me back ect.
Once I am free I expect allot of women and lays in my life, I'm going to bang allot of party chicks I think. I just have this feeling like it would be super easy to do now with this new self esteem and confidence and masculinity that I've developed.
, I had a glimpse of whats to come when I broke curfew and went to that work after party a month ago and it was amazing. I've never had that level of comfort and ease in social settings like that ever before.
I can't go out and party at the clubs or raves like I used too. But I feel like once I have my freedom I will bang allot of women. I feel more masculine and manly then I ever have atm.
In one month I find out if i'm going to jaill for weekends only, or getting off completely with or without more probation/curfew.
But I'm really looking forward to my life after i get past all this baggage.
I never used to have the level of confidence / self esteem that I have now when I used to party back in the day and I haven't yet partied with my new larger physique that I've built the last few years.
Just wanted to let those journal readers who have been here for long time and following my progress too see where i'm at and what's holding me back ect.
Once I am free I expect allot of women and lays in my life, I'm going to bang allot of party chicks I think. I just have this feeling like it would be super easy to do now with this new self esteem and confidence and masculinity that I've developed.
, I had a glimpse of whats to come when I broke curfew and went to that work after party a month ago and it was amazing. I've never had that level of comfort and ease in social settings like that ever before.
