05-29-2017, 06:14 PM
(05-29-2017, 05:43 PM)ffaux Wrote: Stress Relief helped me a lot in dealing with the stress caused by AM6 round 3 and I grew in some important ways from that programme but running it was the biggest mistake I made because it completely undermined the momentum I had built in some very significant ways that have affected my life really negatively. Maybe the biggest fear you feel is the fear of AM6 taking hold. Maybe running E2 is an escape from AM for you like SR was for me. Be careful of responding to your fear of AM in irrational ways and remember that AM has OGSF.
It's a possibility, I won't discount it all together. But this stuff is incredibly complex at times. I've learned that harder work/greater emotional turbulence =/= more growth. I have to be mindful of that as well. Thinking just because AM6 might be harder it might be better. It could be an escape, I don't know. Have you ever run E2?