05-28-2017, 09:42 PM
(05-28-2017, 02:56 PM)Shannon Wrote:(05-27-2017, 10:02 PM)eternity Wrote: I'm glad you guys take such a strong stance on your beliefs. That's inspiring. I can't say I have that level of will. The thought of drinking or drugging still creep up, two and a half years after quitting.
As for dimsee,
4 loops will be my magic number.
When you have cleared out the underlying reasons for this, it will stop. Rest assured. You are on the way there.
This is good news Shannon. You don't even understand. It's not that I "battle" the cravings, as I have an effective way to keep the BS at bay. ..... but it is definitely uncomfortable when my mind goes to scary places knowing full well the consequences of taking action on those thoughts. It's like my brain is permanently hijacked by this craving that rears it's ugly head every now and again. And surely, if I don't continue to identify G/S/F complexes, and work to remove them, I am at risk of rationalizing myself into a delusional downward spiral.
To permanently eradicate the reason my mind is pulled towards such nonsense would be a boon and my existing gratitude for you and your work will multiply infinitely. And you can rest assured that the gift won't end with me. It will be passed on to others (legally lol), and people will regain control of their lives.
---patiently waiting
