Right now I'm being flooded with hatred and anger toward any inkling of a reason to have a problem with someone. Mainly my wife's family. It's completely overblown, and I can consciously recognize it.
This got triggered when I walked upstairs, looking for a missing cat that needs to eat his breakfast, and found my wife talking with her mom on Facetime. I immediately thought, "FUCK YOU, 'S'! FUCKING terrible grandmother, mother, mother-in-law! And fuck your husband, too! 15 goddamn days since your granddaughter was born, and neither of you say so much as 'Congratulations!' to me!"
I need to go get this aggression out at the gym.
This got triggered when I walked upstairs, looking for a missing cat that needs to eat his breakfast, and found my wife talking with her mom on Facetime. I immediately thought, "FUCK YOU, 'S'! FUCKING terrible grandmother, mother, mother-in-law! And fuck your husband, too! 15 goddamn days since your granddaughter was born, and neither of you say so much as 'Congratulations!' to me!"
I need to go get this aggression out at the gym.