1 loop, hybrid FLAC, earbuds, 12/15.
Not remembering dreams.
Had a blowup screaming match with my wife. Didn't last but 30 seconds. Took my son to the zoo, apologized over text, all is well. We're both a little stressed, and spending so much time around each other, was bound to happen sooner or later.
Beautiful ladies everywhere at the zoo. A bit overwhelming, when you start looking for signs of executing DMSI. All I could think was, "Too many variables!" In other words, no point in looking or consciously doing anything. I just settled in to have a good time, and let my energy lead the way. If something was going to happen, it'd smack me in the face.
Hadn't eaten, so that doesn't help things, I'm sure. The sun was out, so perhaps that helped a little. Definitely started noticing signs of attraction from good looking women. Most notable was when a younger beauty lifted her shirt to put her hands on her hips (weird?). She wanted to show off her flat abdomen, and damn if it wasn't perfect. This occurred right after we locked eyes.
Ran into a girl I see at the gym, who is definitely hot, at the petting zoo. Neither one of us acknowledged the other. I could tell she recognized me, however.
Another chick, seemingly single, had her daughter with her. Her daughter was near my son's age. My son engaged the little girl, so her mom took the opportunity to engage me - explaining that her daughter was shy. I said, "He isn't. He chats everybody up, especially the girls." Then she went on to tell us it was her daughter's birthday to try and keep the conversation going. We were waiting for the train, and the train arrived just as we started talking, so we had to get on. About 3 minutes before this conversation happened, I started having a hot flash. I think the two are connected.
Following that conversation, I got a massive headache. Either resistance, lack of food getting to me, or a combination of both.
Getting that massive itch to switch back to A, just like the last time I ran B. Not sure if that's my gut telling me I need to switch, or if it's my subconscious being subversive.
Not remembering dreams.
Had a blowup screaming match with my wife. Didn't last but 30 seconds. Took my son to the zoo, apologized over text, all is well. We're both a little stressed, and spending so much time around each other, was bound to happen sooner or later.
Beautiful ladies everywhere at the zoo. A bit overwhelming, when you start looking for signs of executing DMSI. All I could think was, "Too many variables!" In other words, no point in looking or consciously doing anything. I just settled in to have a good time, and let my energy lead the way. If something was going to happen, it'd smack me in the face.
Hadn't eaten, so that doesn't help things, I'm sure. The sun was out, so perhaps that helped a little. Definitely started noticing signs of attraction from good looking women. Most notable was when a younger beauty lifted her shirt to put her hands on her hips (weird?). She wanted to show off her flat abdomen, and damn if it wasn't perfect. This occurred right after we locked eyes.
Ran into a girl I see at the gym, who is definitely hot, at the petting zoo. Neither one of us acknowledged the other. I could tell she recognized me, however.
Another chick, seemingly single, had her daughter with her. Her daughter was near my son's age. My son engaged the little girl, so her mom took the opportunity to engage me - explaining that her daughter was shy. I said, "He isn't. He chats everybody up, especially the girls." Then she went on to tell us it was her daughter's birthday to try and keep the conversation going. We were waiting for the train, and the train arrived just as we started talking, so we had to get on. About 3 minutes before this conversation happened, I started having a hot flash. I think the two are connected.
Following that conversation, I got a massive headache. Either resistance, lack of food getting to me, or a combination of both.
Getting that massive itch to switch back to A, just like the last time I ran B. Not sure if that's my gut telling me I need to switch, or if it's my subconscious being subversive.
