05-25-2017, 02:17 PM
In the last days I tried to experiment with formats again and also loops. First about loops. Few days after I did a third loop with some hours gap between the two loops I tried three consecutive loops. The result was that after 2,5 loops I started to overload and had to stop. Tons of heat, high pulse and every time I thought about a sexy woman I felt like I am exploding so I was simply sitting there with window wide open and tried not to think about anything close related to women. A while after it started I felt like I am shutting down and I got into no-execute-mode until the end of the next day. Had also slightly headaches the next two days which is very uncommon to me. I don't know, maybe the overloading is also resistance based. Other thing I noticed, after about five minutes in the third loop I experienced a lot of fear. But the try with two consecutive loops and a third loop hours later seemed to work. Not much of difference but next day I noticed my state and internals were stronger than usual, not sure about outer effects so far. Anyway, today my gut told me to do two loops Trickling Stream as usual.
Let's get to formats. I was trying to avoid all tracks with ultrasonic inside as it seemed to make my resistance stronger. However, I tried again to do one loop Hybrid and one Masked. But not every day but every other day and ultrasonic levels had to be no more than -70dB at my place. I experienced some tiredness and confusion next day, not that bad but it was there. I just don't know what conclusion is to make here. Am I tired because stronger resistance and I should continue avoiding hybrid? Or am I tired because it is more powerful and triggers more resistance therefore? In second case I should probably continue listening using the pattern mentioned with hybrid.
Other than that not that much to report, just some dreams. In one dream there was a guy who has stolen my broomstick (yeah, you hear right...). I got really mad and started to beat him and I beat him almost to death until he promised to provide me a new one. Another dream was about my grandpa and me. We were in the second war and there were people who lost their lives for their country but nobody seemed to care. I was really sad and my grandpa was too but we couldn't show it as it was expected to us to make "business as usual".
Oh, and there was a third dream were I have broken the ASRB twice. And, oh wonder, today as I took my phone out of my pocket it fell out of my hands and disconnected from earbuds...ASRB broken....
Let's get to formats. I was trying to avoid all tracks with ultrasonic inside as it seemed to make my resistance stronger. However, I tried again to do one loop Hybrid and one Masked. But not every day but every other day and ultrasonic levels had to be no more than -70dB at my place. I experienced some tiredness and confusion next day, not that bad but it was there. I just don't know what conclusion is to make here. Am I tired because stronger resistance and I should continue avoiding hybrid? Or am I tired because it is more powerful and triggers more resistance therefore? In second case I should probably continue listening using the pattern mentioned with hybrid.
Other than that not that much to report, just some dreams. In one dream there was a guy who has stolen my broomstick (yeah, you hear right...). I got really mad and started to beat him and I beat him almost to death until he promised to provide me a new one. Another dream was about my grandpa and me. We were in the second war and there were people who lost their lives for their country but nobody seemed to care. I was really sad and my grandpa was too but we couldn't show it as it was expected to us to make "business as usual".
Oh, and there was a third dream were I have broken the ASRB twice. And, oh wonder, today as I took my phone out of my pocket it fell out of my hands and disconnected from earbuds...ASRB broken....
In theory, theory and practice are the same. In practice, they are not.
