05-23-2017, 11:36 PM
I tried the VLC seven loop playlist on my phone again last night. I should have woken up this morning in the middle of the seventh loop.... but it wasn't running again.
I had a pretty restless night and turned the volume down early on, so maybe I did something then. I give up on VLC trying to run seven loops. Maybe I just need to set it to loop the current song and let it run until it reaches the end of the seventh loop.
Doing two loops of hybrid ocean now to make up for it.
General status summary:
No fap for a long time now. Not through willpower; just no desire generally. Still feel some horniness though. Awesome result.
Not obsessing about women. I still think about them, but don't get hung up on them. Much better than it was.
Not seeking female attention as often. Still a bit of neediness but that feels more like habit at this point.
Life is decent with my gf at the moment. Not thinking about it; just living it.
My cut is going well. Four days in and sticking to my 1750 Calorie target. It's hard; I'm doing a strength and cardio session each day. My cardio is me teaching HIIT classes.
No extra female attention day to day. No IOIs that I see. No approaches, no heat, no DIHL responses, no butt displays, no knicker displays, no free stuff.
Men seem to be respectful towards me. That is probably because I feel more confident, look them in the eyes and say "hi".
Productivity is 'meh' at the moment. Got stuff to do for work, I'm supposed to be doing the Precision Nutrition course, and I'm supposed to be setting up my life coaching business. None of it is moving at the pace it is needs to.
I had a pretty restless night and turned the volume down early on, so maybe I did something then. I give up on VLC trying to run seven loops. Maybe I just need to set it to loop the current song and let it run until it reaches the end of the seventh loop.
Doing two loops of hybrid ocean now to make up for it.
General status summary:
No fap for a long time now. Not through willpower; just no desire generally. Still feel some horniness though. Awesome result.
Not obsessing about women. I still think about them, but don't get hung up on them. Much better than it was.
Not seeking female attention as often. Still a bit of neediness but that feels more like habit at this point.
Life is decent with my gf at the moment. Not thinking about it; just living it.
My cut is going well. Four days in and sticking to my 1750 Calorie target. It's hard; I'm doing a strength and cardio session each day. My cardio is me teaching HIIT classes.
No extra female attention day to day. No IOIs that I see. No approaches, no heat, no DIHL responses, no butt displays, no knicker displays, no free stuff.
Men seem to be respectful towards me. That is probably because I feel more confident, look them in the eyes and say "hi".
Productivity is 'meh' at the moment. Got stuff to do for work, I'm supposed to be doing the Precision Nutrition course, and I'm supposed to be setting up my life coaching business. None of it is moving at the pace it is needs to.
Fear Is The Mind-killer
