05-23-2017, 10:34 PM
Ok so Last few days have seen a lot of intensity in most areas. I've been through a few nights of dreams which verged on hallucenations as I was half awake. It has felt like I'm being asked in these hallucenations , 'do you really want to f*ck around with people's lives like this' , pictures keep coming up of women who are mothers and wives , and thoughts are arising about the nature of love and sex, how they are intertwined and how they can lead to driving people crazy. I've seen and heard of a number of people taking their own lives due to the sort of obsession that can come out of thinking you love someone or desiring someone intensely. I can't tell whether this is actual instruction from some higher wisdom or whether it's just limiting beliefs coming up. I know I have a strong desire to do no harm though.
Anyway I maintain that this DMSI run is just for the proverbial craic- I'm curious about it and I want the clearing and little more than that.
On a lighter side it is just fun watching it take effect on women and what it's doing for my relationship.
Anyway I maintain that this DMSI run is just for the proverbial craic- I'm curious about it and I want the clearing and little more than that.
On a lighter side it is just fun watching it take effect on women and what it's doing for my relationship.
Your task is not to seek for Love, but merely to seek and find all the barriers within yourself that you have built against it.
