Couple updates:
My lifting buddy is ignoring my existence. Started last Friday, and got worse over the weekend - to where he walked the other way when he saw me, then chose 2 other guys to chat up and lift with, without saying, "Hi." I ignored him back. I wasn't in the mood to play his "Come talk to me," game. Frankly, my wife's intuition about him is that he's no good, and her people barometer is near 100%. He's been flaky in the past, and he's being that way now. I got better ways to spend my time.
I can pretty much just look at someone I find attractive, and that's it, they're checking me out.
Anger and irritability are still pretty high. Guys who look at me cross-eyed make me want to beat them. It's not going to happen, no worries, just how I feel at times.
Feeling very productive and motivated.
Finally, I'm feeling impatient and/or panicky(?). My mind is like, "Switch back to A! OMG, we gotta do something!" But I'm thinking I just gotta continue with the 2x B hybrid. I think we're near the next level (whatever that is).
My in-laws continue to find excuses to not come over. Regarding SIL, I'm starting to think my execution of B has something to do with it.
My lifting buddy is ignoring my existence. Started last Friday, and got worse over the weekend - to where he walked the other way when he saw me, then chose 2 other guys to chat up and lift with, without saying, "Hi." I ignored him back. I wasn't in the mood to play his "Come talk to me," game. Frankly, my wife's intuition about him is that he's no good, and her people barometer is near 100%. He's been flaky in the past, and he's being that way now. I got better ways to spend my time.
I can pretty much just look at someone I find attractive, and that's it, they're checking me out.
Anger and irritability are still pretty high. Guys who look at me cross-eyed make me want to beat them. It's not going to happen, no worries, just how I feel at times.
Feeling very productive and motivated.
Finally, I'm feeling impatient and/or panicky(?). My mind is like, "Switch back to A! OMG, we gotta do something!" But I'm thinking I just gotta continue with the 2x B hybrid. I think we're near the next level (whatever that is).
My in-laws continue to find excuses to not come over. Regarding SIL, I'm starting to think my execution of B has something to do with it.
