05-23-2017, 04:07 PM
(05-23-2017, 02:25 PM)CatMan Wrote: First, since starting V3.1, I've noticed I'm getting grey hairs. I have an insecurity about age, as I like younger women, and feel that would distance me from many of them. And I never got a chance to have the whole "young girl romance" thing, which I have a very deep regret about. So I have a strong deep feeling of "missing out" on that whole thing, and long for it to be honest. If others report a similar thing about grey hairs, it could mean another avenue of resistance to keep me/us from feeling sexy and being sexy. This is similar to how an earlier version was causing hair loss with many, I don't recall which version it was.
Thanks guys. And Boss, the idea of that actually happening to me, still seems so outlandish, lol. We'll see. I sometimes have trouble taking some updates seriously, I guess because the realities are so different.
In fact, that's why I wanted to post just now.
This is something I don't understand, and haven't for a long time. I just saw a post from Shannon again, talking to a guy who already gets women, and how he's having dreams etc. and going through some kind of turmoil. So he already gets sex with women he finds attractive, but is having issues with clearing and healing still. Shannon said that is being done to process things inside his mind, so that he can fully execute. I've seen posts like this before. Now, given that, I should have MASSIVE issues with clearing and healing going on, as I'm not successful with women before DMSI, and I'm not successful with women ON DMSI. So, I obviously have way more to work on than him, but yet he is the one with the turmoil on this, and I feel nothing. I don't get it.
Running this version in particular has been so easy, effortless compared to V3.0.1 which was derailing my life due to the constant exhaustion WAY beyond any reason. This sub has been easy to run, almost like I'm running nothing at all, I very rarely get any kind of dreams I recall, and usually they don't seem to make sense or I only recall weird vague things. And girls aren't even really a focus of them, never mind sex, usually girls have NOTHING to do with the dreams, so I don't get it. So, if the sub isn't dragging me through the mud with clearing/healing as you would assume due to my situation with the sub, and if I'm getting some kind of reaction so I can't by definition be stonewalling, then I should be executing, by process of elimination. But, I'm far from that, or at least I hope I am and that this program has way more to give than I'm getting now. So I don't know why I'm not getting at least serious turmoil due to clearing and healing, and what it means that I'm not. Makes me wonder what this thing is doing. I mean even at 6 loops now, for several days, I feel perfectly fine and normal, zero issues with sleep/energy even.
Things with girls still seem miles off. I guess what I'm trying to say is, I'm not sure what this thing is doing to me. That issue of not having any issues with clearing and healing on this, getting something internally so I can't be stonewalling, but yet seeing nothing with girls, makes me wonder what is going on with this version.
That's it for now!
About a week ago my GF told me I was getting grey hair in my beard. I'm normally clean shaven but I have a rule if I don't work I don't shave. She noticed after the weekend growth. No grey on my head yet but she also noticed the hair on my head actually seemed thicker. I'm not balding but I had a small spot that had thinned out a bit. No more. It's thickened back up at least for the time being. I didn't think much about it. I just laughed about it at the time andquite frankly forgot about it until I read your post.
Grit