The saga continues: AM 6

[mat422]

I guess writing stuff out helps me process it better, weird how that works. Anyway after that post it hit me that a lot of these negative thoughts are what I'm manifesting in my life. I don't know why they feel so tempting to latch onto, but I do know it won't make me happy. I keep limiting myself to past experiences. So crappy jobs, less time to make music, more stress, etc. I need to focus on what I do want which is plenty of time to pursue my passion which is music and a job that doesn't grind away at my soul. I think that's a strong belief I need to break, that all jobs suck and are stressful. As long as I keep believing that, that's all I'll get in my life.

Overall I think I just need to focus my mind more and start really focusing on what I want and to stop telling myself I can't get it.