The saga continues: AM 6

[pakr93]

Stage 7 is a refresher but it's also like cruising after the stages. Also you can use it to grow after you've ran the stages a few times.

Ah never heard of the cruising thing.


I don't know about you guys, but you ever come so far but still feel like you haven't gotten anywhere? I had work these past few days, like 4 days in a row. I know that's not a big deal for everyone else but man something about working in customer service, it just eats away at me. Long story short I got so stressed about this job I ended up with a migraine and had to call out sick one day this week. As far as I've come with AM6 and as much growth as I've made, my tolerance for these types of crappy environments is really low.

Just thinking about my future a lot lately and life in general. It feels like everyone I know is just trying to figure out a way to survive and make the most of life. A sort of mediocre existence. And I don't say that out of disrespect. I mean life has great potential and enjoyment, but it's like so many of us are just slaves to our limiting beliefs. A better life dangles in front of our faces just out of reach taunting us, some of us chase that until the day we die and never reach it. It's scary how months can fly by at a shitty dead end job because days start losing their value when all you can think about is having your freedom back on your days off.

Sometimes I feel like I can't figure this out. Like I can't crack the code to finally live a life I actually enjoy. I feel suffocated, but at the same time don't know where to go or what to do.

I feel pretty much the same way. And it makes me very depressed, as my limiting beliefs are being removed day by day.
I am realizing more and more that this "mediocre existence", the life that most people want to live ( get a wife, have kids, build a house bull***t ), is like a nightmare to me, and I have no intention of living this way.

It's also very frustrating to know that there is so much more in life, but fears and insecurities are keeping me stagnant, not doing much. Although it gets better every day. Thanks to AM6!