05-17-2017, 11:40 PM
A small update here.
Given that my capstone requirement is becoming difficult and requiring more input, I am still off DMSI as I felt the need to focus more energy on the issue. I suppose that makes it nearly 2+ weeks off the DMSI.
Anyway, I noticed a few things.
1. Libido has gone down dramatically.
2. Because of low libido, I don't get to masturbate as much (gone down to 1/3 level or less at least), the desire and the need to do it has gone down dramatically.
3. I don't crave women as much, and in fact I am not sure if I want a girl in my life (especially sex)
4. I am also wondering if I should stick to DMSI, change sub, or quit the sub entirely. This makes me wonder if I am resisting, or if the goals of DMSI isn't what I truly want.
5. Given this, I think I'd just rather have one girl who is great for me although the crave is low (AYP), or focus on other areas of my life. (US/Luck magnifier)
Is it resistance or did I find what I truly want.... it is difficult to tell.
Given that my capstone requirement is becoming difficult and requiring more input, I am still off DMSI as I felt the need to focus more energy on the issue. I suppose that makes it nearly 2+ weeks off the DMSI.
Anyway, I noticed a few things.
1. Libido has gone down dramatically.
2. Because of low libido, I don't get to masturbate as much (gone down to 1/3 level or less at least), the desire and the need to do it has gone down dramatically.
3. I don't crave women as much, and in fact I am not sure if I want a girl in my life (especially sex)
4. I am also wondering if I should stick to DMSI, change sub, or quit the sub entirely. This makes me wonder if I am resisting, or if the goals of DMSI isn't what I truly want.
5. Given this, I think I'd just rather have one girl who is great for me although the crave is low (AYP), or focus on other areas of my life. (US/Luck magnifier)
Is it resistance or did I find what I truly want.... it is difficult to tell.
