05-17-2017, 01:20 PM
About a month ago I switched over to version B.
Things I noticed:
- More irritable
- Annoyed at bullshit. A friend ignored me, so I walked away. Later she apologized for snubbing me and then ignored me again. Normally I'd ignore that but I didn't let that slide this time
- Bad moods in general
- Okay with being by myself as in, me time, or introverted time rather than having a sense of having to get out there all the time.
- I have yet to do this yet, but I can feel myself almost executing the script. Almost like I will become a different person? I think the above stuff is resistance and I'm pushing through it.
- The feeling of abundance. Yes, certain women I meet are attractive, and yes I'd love to sleep with them but some of them are unavailable (in relationships, etc.); for some reason these women love hanging out with me and I used to feel like I should try and pursue something with them. I no longer feel like I should actively attempt to seduce them. I now feel okay with having them as just friends
That's what's been going for the past month or so on version B. The last thing never happened (the feeling of executing the script) and I'm not sure why until I switched over to B.
Things I noticed:
- More irritable
- Annoyed at bullshit. A friend ignored me, so I walked away. Later she apologized for snubbing me and then ignored me again. Normally I'd ignore that but I didn't let that slide this time
- Bad moods in general
- Okay with being by myself as in, me time, or introverted time rather than having a sense of having to get out there all the time.
- I have yet to do this yet, but I can feel myself almost executing the script. Almost like I will become a different person? I think the above stuff is resistance and I'm pushing through it.
- The feeling of abundance. Yes, certain women I meet are attractive, and yes I'd love to sleep with them but some of them are unavailable (in relationships, etc.); for some reason these women love hanging out with me and I used to feel like I should try and pursue something with them. I no longer feel like I should actively attempt to seduce them. I now feel okay with having them as just friends
That's what's been going for the past month or so on version B. The last thing never happened (the feeling of executing the script) and I'm not sure why until I switched over to B.
