Blink DMSI 3.1 Journal

[Blink]

Days 13-32: April 21st-May 10th, 2017
Version: 3.1B
Format: Trickling Stream Hybrid FLAC
Player: Phone thru Headphones
Volume: 4 out of 15 clicks

I've been back to version A for the last 5 days, but this will be an update on my second half on version B.

Attraction:

• Got a few DIHLs. One particularly stands out as I was outright depressed at that point. I was waiting for the elevator at work and when it arrived, this amazingly well dressed girl's face fully lit up when she saw me and she greeted me in the cutest submissive way.
  
• I went to brunch with girlfriend and there was a bit of a wait. By the door there was a hottie. She did a double take on me and for the rest of the time we were waiting for our table, she was throwing very blatant IOIs at me. She adjusted her seat so she can have a better view of me, showed wrists, did hair flicks, the whole package. Her boyfriend was busy on his phone. She totally checked my girlfriend out too and had an annoyed look on her face after
  
• At the train station, there was a Japanese girl with a huge luggage waiting at the stairs. She obviously was waiting for someone to come pick up the luggage. I genuinely wanted to help and I asked her if she wanted any. I have felt like helping people before, but have never took action mainly out of shyness. This came out of nowhere. When she saw me, she responded with a big smile "Thank you. Arigatoooo." Not sure why she got all confused and spoke Japanese all of a sudden
  

Girlfriend:

• Sex with girlfriend has been great lately. Although I'm thinking that I'm not lasting long enough for her, the way she's feeling it is totally different. One time she described it as "perfect" and another time as "the best she's ever had". She says she started enjoying foreplay way more.
  
• I was very direct with her about asking for sex for a couple of times. I don't think I've ever been this direct before.
  
• She's initiating harder than ever. I've mentioned before that she initiates more than half the time, but now she's way more verbal about it.
  

Healing:

• I know version B has no healing, but it almost feels like it does...
  
• I have just recently started thinking that I'm finally over my previous girlfriend. The relationship lasted for 20 months and we broke up more than 2 years ago. I can easily say that I still think of her every single day, even though I'm now in a new relationship, but the thoughts about her do not have that down feeling anymore.
  
• I realize that I need to feel down sometimes. It helps me come to realizations, come up with plans of action, and I feel it makes me wiser. Looking at it like this, I'm being able to embrace it easily.
  

Dreams:

• Dreamed of my high school crush. Haven't thought of her in ages. She was all over me too...
  
• Dreamed of being chased at least 3-4 times. I know it's a pretty common theme, but I don't remember having such dreams before. I never got caught tho, I was always increasing the gap, and the chasers were getting tired and giving up. I read that it's a positive sign.
  

Random Observations:

• Horniness on B is huge!
  
• The number 26 is popping up a lot. Not sure if that means anything.
  
• I'm getting lots of "do I know this person" looks.
  
• I was asked if I got a new face. Convenient leepy:
  
• Got a new job I start in June. No effort from my part, recruiter contacted me and I went to the interview. Everything went smoothly afterwards. Pays 15% more than my current job.