05-15-2017, 01:02 AM
(05-15-2017, 12:41 AM)swisston Wrote: The problem is that I don't feel like it is within my power to choose to or not. Consciously I would choose to execute immediately. I just don't know how to get my subconscious to comply.
If I could just get some small starts of the aura, I would be happy for now and it would give me something to work with.
I struggle with both of these often, too. We don't seem to have some magical switch to hit consciously to make it work, or all these versions wouldn't have been necessary. Seeing some clear signs of life externally would make it so much easier, I've said that too. But we have to take what we can get now, I guess. But I will say though, your girlfriend specifically saying what she said, shows the aura is projecting, and reaching her and she's verbally responding to it to you. So, you're getting more success than you realise. I haven't experienced that level of blatant feedback, kudos.
I personally, just committed to Version A. I figure the clearing and healing in it, can at least possibly help pave the way to make V3.2 work down the road, and maybe have indirect positive effects to your life elsewhere. It may be a better use of time, rather than using B now and expecting more than you can get from it at present, or trying to alternate.
You aren't alone with this, Swisston. You and I may be two of the last to hit design goal performance or even close to it, if we do at all. But, you ARE getting external effects though, the interaction with your GF shows it. It's probably just a matter of time, and what version will be enough to break the dam
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