DMSI 3.1 Call me Thomas Jonathan Jackson

[swisston]

Oh, you mean, you're not executing. Gotcha.

I take your point

The problem is that I don't feel like it is within my power to choose to or not. Consciously I would choose to execute immediately. I just don't know how to get my subconscious to comply.

I was thinking of taking a break and using MHS for a few weeks until 3.2 comes out... but now I don't know if that's just resistance or not.

I might switch at least to just running A, rather than alternating between the two - doesn't seem to be making much difference and I guess I still need the healing?

Sometimes I think that I am mostly healed and just need to execute... but then I remember that I am still:

- getting obsessive about certain unavailable women
- trying to put myself around women, rather than letting them come to me
- getting stuck in my head instead of just enjoying myself
- in a relationship and conditioned not to hurt her

If I could just get some small starts of the aura, I would be happy for now and it would give me something to work with.