Yeah so it feels like I'm really starting to notice the changes from AM6 now and I'm cooperating more with the program. I guess a lot of fear was removed. I don't know how to describe it, it just feels like a block is gone and I'm executing the script. There's no more of that feeling of being afraid to make the changes for fear of something bad happening. I can't tell if it's because stage 6 is lighter or I've made a lot of growth and I'm not resisting the subliminal as much because I got rid of a lot of unnecessary fear. I'm hoping it's growth and from now on I don't have that knee jerk fear reaction that immediately resists any sort of change.
I've seen a lot of change in my overall mentality. Fear isn't dictating my choices as much. I'm not thinking about "safe" routes in life, I'm thinking about fulfilling ones away from any kind of bullshit. It's a big step in the right direction. The only thing missing now is a plan of action. It feels like even though I have made growth, I still have a bad habit of shying away from things that push my comfort zone instead of embracing them.
Debating if I want to run DMSI after this or just go another round with AM6. Right now I feel like I'm smoothly accepting the programming. But like I said I don't know if that's a permanent change or a result of stage 6 not being as heavy as others so I'm just naturally resisting less. Leaning towards DMSI, seems like it would be fun and I need more fun in my life. Plus the healing is closer to E3 and I loved E2. Hands down my favorite sub, so I think I'm going to jump on the DMSI bandwagon
I've seen a lot of change in my overall mentality. Fear isn't dictating my choices as much. I'm not thinking about "safe" routes in life, I'm thinking about fulfilling ones away from any kind of bullshit. It's a big step in the right direction. The only thing missing now is a plan of action. It feels like even though I have made growth, I still have a bad habit of shying away from things that push my comfort zone instead of embracing them.
Debating if I want to run DMSI after this or just go another round with AM6. Right now I feel like I'm smoothly accepting the programming. But like I said I don't know if that's a permanent change or a result of stage 6 not being as heavy as others so I'm just naturally resisting less. Leaning towards DMSI, seems like it would be fun and I need more fun in my life. Plus the healing is closer to E3 and I loved E2. Hands down my favorite sub, so I think I'm going to jump on the DMSI bandwagon
