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I listened to hybrid, 2 loops, Friday night and then 2 loops US last night, both on speaker. I slept at home, as we decided our son should sleep in his own bed. It would have been a nightmare to try and sleep at the hospital. Anyway, since my wife wasn't around, I used my Bose for a change.
Friday - daytime - it had been almost 48 hours since using DMSI. My wife's sexy coworker that I see at the gym came to visit the baby. She came with another beautiful nurse, who I *think* I'd met before, but couldn't be sure. I didn't see much from the new gal, but I did from coworker-gym-nurse-hottie. Ok, for today we'll call her "A." "A" could quite possibly be one of the most naturally beautiful women I've ever met in my life. I have no clue how this chick has three kids. She looks amazing.
Anyway, "A" started posing at one point. She placed her hands on her hips to show off how small she could make her waist, which was quite impressive. I already knew she was in great shape from the gym. Then, before she left the hospital room to return to work, she told us she has next week off and invited herself to stop by! She's never been by the house. Long story short, when I got home Friday night, I had a Facebook friend request from her. I could tell, while she was visiting, that she saw the love I have for my daughter, and it softened her view of me. In her eyes, it was extremely attractive. I think it made me become instantly "safe, nice-guy," but left the other qualities in-tact. I don't know how she viewed me before, but she was always quite timid, nervous, and shy around me when I know that she's anything but (from everything I've heard from my wife and seen regarding her interactions with other guys at the gym, and a few nursing-related parties/camping-type events).
I ran into her yet again Saturday morning, after the hybrid loops. I don't know if I wasn't executing, or if I was throwing off too much of something, b/c once again she seemed quite taken aback by me. I've also been distinctly tired the last two days. Of course it's likely b/c of sleep loss and lots of excitement surrounding the birth of my daughter, but it kind of felt DMSI-related. I think there's a new layer of development I'm now resisting, and the sub is making that part of me exhausted to reduce its ability to resist. It's just an intuitive guess.
I listened to hybrid, 2 loops, Friday night and then 2 loops US last night, both on speaker. I slept at home, as we decided our son should sleep in his own bed. It would have been a nightmare to try and sleep at the hospital. Anyway, since my wife wasn't around, I used my Bose for a change.
Friday - daytime - it had been almost 48 hours since using DMSI. My wife's sexy coworker that I see at the gym came to visit the baby. She came with another beautiful nurse, who I *think* I'd met before, but couldn't be sure. I didn't see much from the new gal, but I did from coworker-gym-nurse-hottie. Ok, for today we'll call her "A." "A" could quite possibly be one of the most naturally beautiful women I've ever met in my life. I have no clue how this chick has three kids. She looks amazing.
Anyway, "A" started posing at one point. She placed her hands on her hips to show off how small she could make her waist, which was quite impressive. I already knew she was in great shape from the gym. Then, before she left the hospital room to return to work, she told us she has next week off and invited herself to stop by! She's never been by the house. Long story short, when I got home Friday night, I had a Facebook friend request from her. I could tell, while she was visiting, that she saw the love I have for my daughter, and it softened her view of me. In her eyes, it was extremely attractive. I think it made me become instantly "safe, nice-guy," but left the other qualities in-tact. I don't know how she viewed me before, but she was always quite timid, nervous, and shy around me when I know that she's anything but (from everything I've heard from my wife and seen regarding her interactions with other guys at the gym, and a few nursing-related parties/camping-type events).
I ran into her yet again Saturday morning, after the hybrid loops. I don't know if I wasn't executing, or if I was throwing off too much of something, b/c once again she seemed quite taken aback by me. I've also been distinctly tired the last two days. Of course it's likely b/c of sleep loss and lots of excitement surrounding the birth of my daughter, but it kind of felt DMSI-related. I think there's a new layer of development I'm now resisting, and the sub is making that part of me exhausted to reduce its ability to resist. It's just an intuitive guess.
