Not much to report except really bad physical reactions , headache, throat etc. And extreme procrastination - taking the day to just chill and reflect on what the f I'm doing.
It's the first time I've thought like this or articulated it like this but this is what's coming out as I sit to write my experiences. DMSI is going through my past and looking at all the times I missed opportunities and giving me some urgency, it's also untying emotional knots while doing this, so whilst i feel bolder about taking action it's not coming from a place of self hatred when normally that's where movement would come from.
It seems to have resolved that attitude problem that comes with being self forgiving , now I'm not hating myself, but also I maintain the aversion to paying the cost of being complacent.
It's the first time I've thought like this or articulated it like this but this is what's coming out as I sit to write my experiences. DMSI is going through my past and looking at all the times I missed opportunities and giving me some urgency, it's also untying emotional knots while doing this, so whilst i feel bolder about taking action it's not coming from a place of self hatred when normally that's where movement would come from.
It seems to have resolved that attitude problem that comes with being self forgiving , now I'm not hating myself, but also I maintain the aversion to paying the cost of being complacent.
Your task is not to seek for Love, but merely to seek and find all the barriers within yourself that you have built against it.
