(05-12-2017, 07:47 PM)Darkness Wrote:(05-10-2017, 09:22 AM)Rayhon Wrote: internally I'm going through allot right now.
I have a fractured hand I'm waiting for it to get better and start lifting hard again.
I don't have oneitis, but I really really miss and want to be with Brunette 3 from my work.
A week or two ago she liked a picture of my new car that I posted on Facebook.
This tells me she's at least a little interested.
VERY little at least, the last thing I did was ask her out and got rejected again because she said she's "Hey i'm seeing someone remember, that sounds like a date|
But a week or so after that she liked my photo of my new car so that tells me its not comletely over. (i doubt she would like ANY photo of mine if she wasn't at least slightly interested)
That being said, I haven't talked to her since the rejection and I don't plan on talking to her until at least a few months.
I'm going to get my body back to 175lbs (my max weight I ever was) I'm 153 right now. (5 foot 6 or 7)
I'm going to get a new wardrobe, meet other women potentially and focus on myself.
When I do these things and better myself and elevate myself to her level. Then I have a much higher chance of getting with her.
And if not her, another version of her. There will always be a women that comes around that I really like (though it happens rarely for me)..
So i must always strive to be the best version of myself.
I have one women who I had a [Sexually graphic comment - unsuitable language. Moderators take note] from 3 years ago msg me and we had a date planned, but I cancelled on her because I heard she bange 3 people I know and that turns me off.
She's messaging me atm but i'm ignoring her.
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Complete Forget and stop hoping for brunette 3 dude. Improve yourself for yourself. Why tf would you kill yourself for her. Get a handle on this fixation for, she liked a picture of your car, it means just that. She also let you down easy, with that nice rejection.
Also notice you said" to get on her level " << you feel inferior to her, that's not good at all.
Is what feel also reality, or what you wish it could be, in general?
I agree that I should probably forget about her. But she actually is a really good GF quality type woman. Not the typical slutty basic unhealthy woman you meet. That's why I want to see if in the future I can rekindle things.
And the reason I said "elevate to her level" is because I haven't been my best version of my self the last year in terms of how hard I focus on self improvement and other things.
I haven't been pushing myself hard constantly like I did in the past. That's what I meant. Get to her level, because she's currently working hard in various aspects of her life like I was.
I just haven't been working as hard as I should be in certain aspects of my life.
But I appreciate the input and I understand what you mean.
And I feel inferior because of certain bad habits like drugs that have been hard for me to kick completely. It's not that I think my personality isn't good enough for her or that i'm not alpha enough for her.
I just have to get my shit together and I'm aware of that. That I'm not as awesome as I was in the past like when I finished my second run of AM and was pushing my self hard in every aspect of life. socializing, gym, work.
Btw i never said I'd kill myself for her.
